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Monday, June 30th, 2003
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1:27p
"Life is like topography, Hobbes. There are summits of happiness and success...Flat stretches of boring routine...and valleys of frustration and failure."
-Calvin, "Calvin and Hobbes"
my summit was too steep, i fell down too fast.
current mood:  crazy
current music: A Kiss From a Rose -- Seal (comment on this)
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3:14p
i wonder about the boy from the band.
of course, so do a few other people. i suppose i'm not the only one who's difficult to read, as quinnzap puts it.
you have to wonder how things can be so static and, well, awkward. uncertain. tense, as the boy himself put it. especially after that Fete-ful Saturday.
"dapat wala na'ng tension eh," he said last Friday.
so why is it there? is it because i'm not the only one who wishes it could happen again? is it because i wonder about possibilities and don't know if it's right to hope? is it because he wonders too?
the morning after, at least three people told me, "but he wants you!" where, pray tell are those signs? because i feel like i'm throwing myself bodily at a knight who suddenly decided he had a vow of chastity.
crud. i know we had a deal, but i think we can both say that things changed.
well, i can say that. i don't know if he can.
erf.
current mood:  drained
current music: Smallville OST (comment on this)
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5:01p
fleeting:
ayan ako o. bilis, post ka ng pic mo, baka long-lost sisters nga tayo. hehe!
current mood:  giggly
current music: Smallville OST (11 comments |comment on this)
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